Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Finally...

I made a good system, I exercise now.   I just couldn’t stand myself anymore.   I luckily didn’t feel like enough of a failure to kill myself.  Nothing that drastic.  I hope my new plans work out.   I have a ten page paper that I hope to finish in the next two days.  Ican’t fuck up anymore with school.  I want to feel okay.  I also have a huge psychology project due.  I want to be done with everything by Thursday.  I miss being relaxed.  I will do what I need to though.  I’m ready enough for that much.  I trust myself to get myself out of the hole I dug for myself.   I just need to stay motivated.

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