Well I am trying to keep positive today as my doggies (well the big one in particular) woke me up early this morning by barking in my ear because well it was time for them to have me up. I personally want to go back to bed for a few more hours. But since I am up, I will make the best of the day and be productive.
I sometimes lay awake at night wondering how I will look with a healthy trim body. Seeing as I have never been healthy or trim, been able to cross my legs, run, or any activities as such. Since as long as I can remember I have hated my body. I was trying my first diet at 12 so when I went back to school for 8th grade after summer I would be liked. And it went on like every summer till I graduated High School and every summer I failed horribly and gained weight. This all new territory for me and why I took 3 years off after loosing 200 pounds to get situated in my new body and work on fears I know are holding me back from losing the rest. Fat seems to be my cloak from this world. Something I can hide myself in and feel like I am not seen by most. But I also hate the way I feel when I walk, shop in the plus sizes, go to a restaurant and other related actives. Something has got to give and it is not going be quest for a healthy body.
Well enough ranting! I did finish all of daily goals for the 26th. And then took two steps back into the hands of fast food. Today is one step forward.
Goals for today:
- Get pictures sent for printing for Anniversary gift and Dad’s B-day Gift.
- Work on scrapbook
- 30 minutes on bike
- Put clean dishes away
- Fold laundry
- Vacuum
- Eat in moderation, at least 6 fruits or veggie servings, 8 glasses of water
- Make dentist appointment
- Call about plans for Dad’s Birthday
So I am off for today! Good luck on each of your own journeys!
Tcee
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