135.8
1 piece of gum
2 glasses of coke zero
salad
ice cream (to get it up to 500 cals fast… haha)
apple
I binge and I go down .2lbs? This is with the understanding that I didn’t manage to take a shit (sorry for the language/TMI… though I’m sure if you have an ED, you deal with that stuff all the time anyway) in the past 24 hours. Normal, considering I shit like once every 2-4 days. Probably not healthy (especially considering all the fiber-y stuff I consume… seriously, body, WHAT THE FUCK?), but… hey I’m still alive!
300 cals and horseback riding tomorrow. This will be fun. =) I’m thinking 100 cals (an apple? a banana? something like that) after school (before horseback riding) and 200 cals – bell pepper, ice cream – after horseback riding since my parents will be watching me to make sure I eat normally. Normal… yeah, right, whatever.
The thing I have against eating the food my mom makes is that I never know how many calories it is. *Sigh* I love prepackaged food. It’s like… orgasmic. XD Just knowing that it’s that EXACT number of calories. It’s nice. Saves a lot of worry and anxiety and fear.
Today was amazingly easy. =) Though I don’t expect my weight to have gone down tomorrow morning. Stupid lack of shit-taking skills. XD
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