For a minute I was thinking I post too much, but then I realized I dont care, this is MY journal and I will post till the cows come home! Anyways I spent the evening avoiding my Wii Fit and reading blogs about weight loss success stories (mostly Jen the Prior Fat Girl) and I get so excited for them, and then feel bad about myself and how freaking far I have to go (believe me its a long ass way) I want my AFTER pics, I want to look at my current pics and think “wow look how big I was, so glad Im not there anymore” but I am still there! And I know my weight loss has moved at a nice steady pace, and I know Ive lost almost 40lbs but I still look at pictures 40lbs ago and think “yup thats what I look like” ugg.
My working out SUCKS! I am a big work out LOSER and Mr. Gaunt is no kind of motivator, and Im a gal that needs some motivation! I spent a ton of money on my Wii Fit and there it has sat all week because I was too damn lazy to use it. Often when I read other huge weight loss stories the people are major gym rats. They work out an hour every day, they push themselves, they train for marathons! Im actually really excited for Biggest loser to come back on to maybe motivate me to work out more. I even told myself that I would do my Wii Fit every day this week, now here it is Monday night at 10:30 and I havent even looked at it! I did go swimming today which was good, I like to swim laps and do some water aerobic crunches.
Anyways the whole process is a littlie tiring, but I need to set goals for myself! So here we go:
GOAL ONE: use my wii fit for 45 minutes EVERY DAY THIS WEEK (this means as soon as Im done typing this Im gonna pull it out and use it!)
GOAL TWO: Swim at least 4 times this week
GOAL THREE: Hit 40lbs lost by my next weigh in (a week from tomorrow)
GOAL FOUR: No Pasta!
P.S - Today Mr. Gaunt and I swung through McDonald’s for iced tea and he bought a small fry and I ate 5 of them and then felt like shit! This is not acceptable behavior! There is no reason why I ever need to put anything from McDonald’s in my mouth!
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